KALUMBAYAN NI MARE. Bipolar si Mare.

Hindi naman ikaw ang mundo ko, pero bakit sa iyo pilit ito'y umiikot?

Hindi rin naman ikaw ang makakatuluyan ko, pero bakit umaasa pa rin ako?

Hindi ko lubos maisip kung bakit ito'y dapat mangyari. Naaning kasi ako e. Siguro, na-misread ko yung mga signals at kung ano man yun. Siguro din, masyado ko lang pinansin yung nararamdaman ko at hindi yung mga nangyayari. Siguro din na, akala ko yung mga nangyayari ganun na lang hanggang sa huli. Pero hindi pala, ganun-g

anun na lang pala siya natatapos. Isang iglap, wala na ang lahat. Wala man lang warning na matatapos na, wala naman ring sagot kung bakit wala na.

Ang hirap din mangapa kung ano dapat ang madama. Hindi mo alam kung, ikaw lang ba ang may problema o baka meron din siya. Lalo na yung part na naghihintay ka. Bakit ka nga ba naghihintay? Pinaghintay ka ba niya? Diba hindi naman? Kaso matik na yun e. Once na may naramdaman ka, parang ayaw mo na siya pakawalan, parang ayaw mo na siya kalimutan. Ano ba ang mahirap inintindihin sa: WALA YUN. WALA NAMAN TALAGA. WALANG WALA? Hindi ba, wala? Simple. Pinapalaki mo lang e.

Salita naman ako ng salita. "Oo na, foforget ko na siya. Promise." Kaso, marinig mo lang pangalan niya, mapapalingon ka na e. Maiisip mo na lahat ng bagay na nangyari e. Nilagyan mo nga ng boundary pero bakit tume-trespass ka pa rin? Siya

lang ba ang mundo mo? Hindi naman 'diba? Kaya please lang? Tama na.

Siyempre, hindi naman magiging ganito ang tao kung walang cause. Kung walang cause - walang effect. SIMPLE. Wala akong sinisisi. Naiinis lang ako kasi bakit ganito yung nararamdaman ko, eh hindi naman nararapat. Siya lang naman yun e. What's so special about the person? Binigyan ka ba niya ng something? - Oo. Minahal ka ba niya? - Hindi. Pinakilig ka ba niya? - Oo. Nag-I love you ba siya? - Oo. Seryoso ba siya? - Malay ko. Nak ng. Pakalabo.

Tas malalaman mo na lang, may bago na. Wow. Paka bilis naman. Parang araw sa isang linggo, pagdating ng -ber months, bumibilis na ang takbo ng panahon. Hindi mo na mahahabol, masyado nang mabilis. Eh bakit ka pa rin nalulungkot? Kasi, na-fall ka, ganon? - Hinde. Eh bakit? Wala lang? Trip mo lang? Hindi ka naman niya iniisip eh.

Bakit mo siya iisipin? Diba? - May point ka rin 'jan.

Bakit hindi mo tanungin yung tao? - Hindi rin naman niya sasabihin. Unfair talaga ng buhay 'noh? Finix niya yung sira mong damdamin, tas sa huli, siya rin sisira. Ampupuness lang diba? Nakakasama lang ng loob. Sabi sabi pa sila na hindi sila malandi, pero oo naman pala. POINT MO?

HINDI KO GETS.

NALALABUAN AKO.

PAKILINAW, PWEDE?

BAKIT GANITO?

BIGYAN MO NAMAN AKO NG SAGOT.

Tama na. Kahit ano pang isipin mo, mali ka. Mali rin ako. Ang mali ko lang, siguro, nagkagusto ako. Nakakapang-sisi. You proved me all wrong. Dami mong sinabi, pero alin dun ang totoo? Parang wala naman.

Dami kong sinabi, pero lahat ng ito. Psh lang sa inyo. Pakelam niyo? Blog ko 'to eh. Bakit niyo binabasa? May advice rin ba kayo? Nakakarelate rin ba kayo? O baka naman, tinatamaan ka na?

Hirap din magpretend na

okay ka, kahit hindi. Shet.

You're the reason why...

Be honest, do you miss anyone?

I always miss everyone, but if I should miss the guy, then I should deny that I do.

Is the last person that texted you attractive?

My brother? Why, yes. We share the same blood.

Anything bothering you at the moment?

I wanna tell you, but I prefer not to.

Who was the last person in your bedroom?

The house helper and myself.

Are you afraid to tell your true feelings?

It depends with whom I am speaking.

When with my closest friends: I don't have the fear of splurging all the words full of emotion.

With 'that' person: I guess, I'm pretty scared to admit the truth.

Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad?

Hmmm. Can't recall anything. July wuz the best month so far.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?

Yes. Now, should I get some sleep now?

Who did you spend most of your time with yesterday evening/night?

My family.

Is there someone you’d be glad if you never saw them again?

There are some.

Are you annoyed at one of your friends right now?

Nope.

Are you sick right now?

I just got well.

Do you have your tongue pierced?

Uh, nope.

What color eyes do you prefer on the opposite sex?

Blue? #fantasies

Brown/Black #reality

This time next week, what will you be doing?

Sit here on my desk and figure out what to do.

Has anyone told you that you’ve changed recently?

No, because I haven’t changed at all.

Do you prefer hot weather or cold weather?

Hot weather.

Is there someone you want to fix things with?

Not necessarily fix things, just make them better and make our relationship stronger. That is if we ever had a relationship.

Are your parents strict?
Strict? No, not really. They love me so, yeah they're strict. #somalabo

Eaten in a revolving restaurant?

HAHAHAHA. I would puke. No.

Do you buy more things online or in stores?

In stores. Never tried buying things online though.

Will you be in a relationship next month?

I try not to think about it.

What was the latest you’ve stayed up in the past week?

2:30am. I have not been staying up late for more than that because there's no more reason to not to.

Who was the last person you called?

According to my phone, t'was Reth.

How has this weekend been for you?

Sweet and very bipolar.

Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to about anything?

I used to. I could tell him absolutely everything and he would remember it. Now we don’t even talk that much anymore.

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

Completely clueless @-)

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?

Peoplewise, yes. But I would like a flat.

Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?

Yes.

Are you a jealous person?

Yes.

Is it possible to be JUST friends with someone you wanna be with?

It would be too much torture for me. But I think I could manage it. :| :|

Favorite day of the week?

Tuesday.

What is the last thing you said out loud to someone?

BYEEEEEEE.

Were you single over last summer?

Yes.

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

None.

Have you ever pretended you were sleeping to get out of doing something?

I can't remember :| @-) Too much things happened to remember such deets.

Do you think someone likes the same person you like?

Yes.

How many kids do you want to have?

2 to 3.

Ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?

Currently am.

Who was the last person to tell you something straight up?

Hmmm. None.

Could you go a whole month without smoking a cigarette?

Yes.

Where will i find you at 10 am tomorrow?
in my bed asleep.

Is there someone who you’re attracted to?

Yes.

What are your plans for tonight?

Well it’s 1.30 in the morning, so… nothing

Will tomorrow be better than today?

Please be.

Do you think you’re wasting your time on the person you really like?

Maybe.

Personal Time

Is there any chance you will kiss the person you have feelings for?
I don't know yet.

Do any of your friends have children?
None that I know of.

What was the last thing you ate?
Chicken at El Polo Loco - SM Mall of Asia.

Did any particular thing brighten up your day today?
None.

Did your last outing involve the police?
Nope.

Did you go outside for more than thirty minutes today?
Yes. Went to Alabang, then Makati, then Manila.

How has the past week been for you?
Interesting, I guess?

Do you currently have a hickey?
No. Do you?

Did you sleep alone last night?
Yes.

Do you truly want someone dead?
No. That's mean.

Is there anywhere else you would rather be?
Kind of, yes.

Pick a word that starts with the first letter of your first name:
Casualties. #whattheheck

In the past seventy-two hours, have you been under the influence?
No.

One thing you’re looking forward to?
2nd Sem of the year. I miss school.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Yes. What a shame.

When was the last time something bothered you?
Wednesday of the week until today.

What flavor in candy is your favorite?
Cherry.

Are you a jeans and t-shirt type of person or do you prefer to dress up?
Yes.

What do you take pictures of the most?
Random shit. Any stuff I like to waste my shutter at.

What song lyrics are stuck in your head?
'Cause in my heart there's a picture of us, holding hands, making plans...

Do you like seafood or meat better?
Meat. Poor kitty. Allergic to seafood.

Do you have any jewelery on?
Yes. A ring.

How has your health been lately?
Same old.

Do you consider yourself to be healthy?
Probably. I'm still breathing normally right?

Was someone else in your room when you woke up this morning?
Yes. House helper.

Are you currently expecting a text message from someone?
Sadly, yes. :(

Are you able to grab your cell phone without moving from where you are now?
Yes.

If you’re an only child, do you wish you had any siblings?
---

What flavor ice cream did you last have?
Mint Bon Bon.

Is your hair short, medium or long?
Medium. Struggling if I should cut it again or grow it longer.

What was the last television show you watched?
Master Class - Masterchef Aussie

Are you cold right now?
A little.

Do you sometimes sleep on the couch?
Yes.

Are you missing someone?
Yes.

Do you think you’re too lazy?
Sometimes I think I do.

Have you ever actually seen someone fall on a banana peel?
No. :|

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
No, not really.

MOVIES TO WATCH

Okay, so since I love to watch movies so much.. I'm gonna download these and watch them. :>

1. August Rush
2. The Sisterhood and Traveling Pants 2
3. Cast Away
4. Batteries Not Included
5. The Brave Little Toaster
6. Camille
7. The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
8. Dreamgirls
9. The Dutchess
10. Driving Miss Daisy
11. E.T.
12. A.I.
13. Edward Scissor Hands
14. Finding Neverland
15. Forever Young
16. Forrest Gump
17. Ghost
18. Gladiator
19. Drum line
20. The Green Mile
21. Hamlet
22. Happy Feet
23. I Am Legend
24. The Iron Giant
25. The Land Before Time
26. Mask
27. Meet Joe Black
28. My Girl
29. Once Were Warriors
30. The Pianist
31. The Reader
32. Romeo and Juliet
33. Saving Private Ryan
34. Schindler's List
35. The Time Traveler's Wife
36. Titanic
37. Tristan & Isolde
38. The Truman Show
39. UP
40. Wall-E
41. He's Just Not That Into You
42. Dirty Dancing
43. 13 Going To 30
44. Clueless
45. City of Angels
46. Anywhere but Here
47. Notting Hill
48. Where The Heart Is
49. Love Actually
50. What A Girl Wants
51. 50 First Dates
52. Mean Girls
53. 27 Dresses
54. There's Something About Mary
55. The 40 -Year Old Virgin
56. The Holiday
57. The Wedding Planner
58. A Cinderella Story
59. How to Lose A Guy in 10 Days
60. Along Came Polly
61. The Break-Up
62. Wedding Crashers
63. She's The Man
64. Duplicity
65. Maid In Manhattan
66. I Know Who Killed Me
67. Teeth
68. Just My Luck
69. Confessions of A Teenage Drama Queen
70. Freaky Friday

Spooky night last night.

June 27, 2011
11:45PM

I have a serious headache today. Well, that's because, last night I had trouble sleeping. This book I've bought from the bookstore entitled: ANG MGA KAIBIGAN NI MAMA SUSAN (Mama Susan's Friends) by Bob Ong really spooked me out. I started reading this book last sunday afternoon after Church. Every word and description written there was embarked in my memory. So, I decided to sleep in my brother's bedroom because he sleeps on the floor with cushion - I won't have any fear looking under his bed because he doesn't have any. To my surprise, they sleep with the lights' turned off. Now what's even more creepy, there's a ooing sound of the wind, right outside the window, rats chewing off the roof so they're making scratching noise and a loud thud from a cat's drama in chasing the rats. I was really spooked and paranoid. I couldn't stop thinking about the book. I started imagining the ghosts there and the horror. I'm so thankful! Now that I haven't read another chapter from the book - rest assured that my sleep is going to be sweet tonight.


P.S.
It's almost 12mn and we all know creepers starts to come out by this time right? Ooohh...

The truth behind: RUGRATS

Yes. its true…

The Rugrats really were a figment of Angelica’s Imagination.

Chucky died a long time ago along with this mother, that’s why Chaz is a nervous wreck all the time.

Tommy was a stillborn, that’s why Stu is constantly in the basement making toys for the son who never had a chance to live.

The DeVilles had an abortion, Angelica couldn’t figure whether it would be a boy or a girl thus creating the twins
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As for “All Grown Up” Angelica was a bipolar schizophrenic who, as a teenager became addicted to various Narcotics, bringing her back to her childhood and thus her creations she obsessed over, because of time lapse between the present and the last time she interacted with her creations, she made them older, Angelica was constantally taking hits of acid, so she would never have to live without her creations who were her only company, in a judgemental world

Angelica’s mom actually died of a heroine overdose, Angelica was schizophrenic/bipolar because she was a crack baby, additionaly Drew in his depression married a gold digging whore, that Angelica idolized because she fooled herself into thinking it was her real mom, but always had a concept of her mom, Cynthia, and took a barbie doll, and made it after her mom’s image, wearing an unwashed oranged dress, and having jacked up hair, which is why she was so attached to it, later in life she followed in her mom footsteps w/ drugs and everything, dieing of overdose at age 13 when All Grown Up! was “canceled”

The only rugrat not to be fictional however, was unborn Tommy’s brother Dil, however Angelica didnt know the differace between Dil and her creations, Dil didnt follow her commands, after endless crying and a refusal to disapear like the others did when angelica was angry with them, she hit him. And she hit him, screaming a screaching tune, Stu ran in and pulled his neice off of his only child, but it was too late, he had a brain hemerage, which resulted in a deformation, as he grew up his damage only became more evident, by the time he was 9 in All Grown Up! He lived as an outcast, being ridiculed for his weirdness, and retardation, the immense guilt over this is what led to her drug use and is what led Angelica to un-create the rugrats breifly, until her expericance w/ hallucinogenics.

On a trip to Paris to find love, Chaz married a hooker named Kira (He was actually going to marry a differant hooker, but she just wanted him for his money), who had a daughter named Kimi that was torn from her because she was a cocaine addict (Angelica imagined her from Kira’s stories), he lost his mind after the death of his wife and was in denial that she was ever prostitue, upon return to America, Chaz and Kira married and she got her greencard, it was actually a really happy/romantic story, Kira continually stuggled with addiction, but was relatively happy w/ her life, and Chaz

Suzie was actually Angelica’s only friend, who entertained the thought of Angelica’s creations, for her, She later became a phycologist and teamed up w/ Nickelodeon to make the Rugrats! When Angelica died of drug overdose, she helped arrange her funeral, Angelica’s death was sad, because of her addiction, she was expelled from society, which lead to a break with reality, and her eventual death, she spent the last days of her life in the back of the school cafeteria, imagining friends around her, and playing with the lives of her creations.

She died March 5, 1994, tag your friends if you were throughly mindraped, this is the truth behind your childhood.

Source: Tumblr

F.Y.I.

..

"Remember tonight.. for it is the beginning of always."

-Dante Alighieri

BBF.

I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as the fact he’s proud to have me as a bestfriend. One that I can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he’ll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy bestfriend who will drive me around like he’s my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows I’m upset. One who becomes friends with my boyfriend and one who calls me up to see what I’m doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when I’m wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me and protect me from all the other boys.

Source: Tumblr Post

Friday Fun?

April 01, 2011

1:49 PM

So I kind of brought my baby to school today. Haha! Best thing that ever did happen to my life. Well you must know that my baby is my car. My Mazda3 2009 Car. Hahaha.

I went to Taft late as the usual. Nothing's changed. Always came to school a little late. I let Rex join me in my class today because he said he's going to wait for a while 'till the accounting office opens again.

My DESCON class was so boring! We didn't do shit! Pur quiz was a total brain damaging moment -- I didn't get to pass it. Crap. So my professor discussed to us The 4 P's of uh, I forgot. Anyway, after his/her discussion s/he played a video about social marketing through teenagers. Sex and liberatism were the bull's eye shit to get the teen's attention. Well, while I was watching I get to realize that my surrounding (that includes my professor and my classmates) were not even paying attention to the video. They were like doing card magic tricks at the back so I was like: WTF?! Why don't s/he dismiss us already? It's killing me plus my stomach were angry because I haven't eaten a thing since I woke up. Whatever, I went outside my class to talk to Kai. And voila! My prof dismissed us finally!

We had lunch at Tattles. I ordered Fish Fillet. Ugh. Foooood!

I went back to SDA for my second class, to find out that half of the class were missing. Yeah man. Boring. Again. :|

After that, I went to chill at Yakitori with Kai, Neil and Nico.
Guess what?! I saw the ex babe of mine lurking around Marivic's. I was really surprised to see him there. Ugh. Expect the unexpected.

I drove home, well I dropped Justin at MOA. So, while I was driving, cars irritated me. Traffic as hell! From Pasay to Alabang. Geez. It's killing me. I was mad while I was driving because those motorcycle drivers were making singit to me and some guy kicked my bumper. Fuck! To my surprise, my Dad were at the back of my lane. Just a car away. At first he denied it was him but because of my powers he eventually admitted t'was him. LOL.

I really hated the traffic today. My legs are stressed now and I think I must rest them now.

And oh, we watched Sucker Punch pala at ATC. I liked it. Well, for me it was amazing. I don't know. Maybe because of the ladies in the movie. LOLWHUT.

K. I must sleep now. Good night!

Nostalgia? I hope not.

Facebook is one of my online accounts lingering around the internet. I go online every day and every night, checking for a new message or notification. Usually, I add only the persons whom I had a real connection with. Some are my brothers' friends and people I usually meet from a mutual friend.

One day, normal day of course. I was checking my profile and found out that my batch mate,Patricia Cruz have had tagged me a photo. I've enlarged the picture and I was surprised how old it was:

I found this on her photo album on Facebook entitled: Woodridge College Campus Crush SY '07-'08. LOL. I found it hilarious after I have read the entire title. I have forgotten this moment, this scene, this purpose why they took this shot. I forgot who's the photographer. I don't know.

I FORGOT MY WHOLE SENIOR YEAR. I didn't know why, or how. The moments were blurry and some things are missing. Well, I admit that my high school life was a waste, nothing but a complete life of the bullied, mistreated, new student. I didn't have any stable school ever since I came home from Riyadh, Saudi Arabia. It's hard really - transfer school from time to time. Having no stable friends, education and stuff. You wouldn't understand.

I see all my batch mates missing their high school life while I sit here missing nothing from it. Nostalgia for them, nothing for me. It's the only part of my life which I would like to throw away. It didn't do me any good, people keeps on insulting and judging and giving a fuck about the crap I like, what I do, the way I wear my long hair, how thin I was back then, how friendly I was, how it was a big deal for me having lots of friends from the opposite sex and how they didn't understand that I grew up abroad with only boys as my playmates, how they could not understand my humor, how they could not understand my smile, how I offer my friendship. They didn't understand anything from it. It's too easy for them to make me feel like I'm an outcast. They are just heartless, immature, youth who thinks fame is everything. Well, that's my rant there. HURTFUL ain't it?

My Ideal Guy ♥

Someone I can call my best friend.

Comforts me when I`m upset.

Surprises me with flowers during ordinary days.

Holds my hand and makes sure everything will be alright.

Dances with me even without music.

Surprises me with kisses.

Word.

When my crush goes online..

You

Source: thatawesome90skid

The Marisa Miller Workout

V. True.

Oh no you didn't.

Where is the person who has your heart?
As of the moment, nobody owns or has my heart.

What do you smell like right now?
Angel's Breath.

Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Of course. Jealousy is one of the reasons why they don't like me.

Do you consider yourself lucky?
Yes I do. Lucky because I went through thick and thins, learned that every day gives you a new chance and hope. Also, I have a loving family who supports me with whatever I do.

Where did you get the shirt your wearing?
Department store. I'm wearing a dress actually.

Are you happy?
And by happy that means laughter and smiles for me so, Yes.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Mom.

Is anything bothering you? If so, what?

Nothing really.

When is the last time you cried?
Can't remember.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Hopefully. I can't wait to get out of Cavite.

Are you planning on going to college?
Currently in College. 3rd year finally!

What smiley face do you use often?
:)

Honestly, have you ever eaten raw cookie dough?
Yes. It tastes weird.

Is there a difference between the word ‘best friend’ and ‘friend’?
A best friend is long term. A friend can leave your life at any moment.

Do you take walks often?
Yes. Walk to school. Walk at the mall. Exercise is good 'ya know?

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Some of them. Mostly my friends are short.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Sometimes.

Do you like hugs?
Yes! I love them!

What are you listening to right now?
No music ATM.

Who’s the last person you talked to on the phone?
None.

Did you copy and paste this survey?
Duhhhhhhh. What else would I do?

How do most people spell your name?
Some of them spell it as: CUHMEAL.

Some of them spell it as: CAMILLE

Some of them spell it as: KAMIL

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?

Yes. I was 14, made mistakes, been stupid. Of course I've been a different person since.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Mom. Waking me up.

Did you sleep alone last night?
No. I'm sleeping at my parents' bedroom.

Have you been told you have pretty eyes?
Yes. With or without make up on.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Yes. Imelda Marcos, and that waiter we've met at Tony Romas. LOL.

What were you doing thirty minutes ago?
Having a make up class at JRP.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
None. I wish I had.

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Class.

Do you listen to music everyday?
Hell to the yeah!

Is there a food that brings back memories for you?

Yes. Planters' Cheese balls.

What is the biggest relationship mistake you have made?
Pretty much all of them. It really showed me that I'm not yet ready.

Do you prefer online interaction or face-to-face conversation?
Face to face. I like seeing their facial expressions and reactions to things.

When you think of summer, what thoughts come to mind?
Bikinis. Beach. UNLIMITED FACEBOOKING.

Is there anyone that could make your day if they showed up at your house?

Yes.

If you turn around, what is behind you?
Map of the Philippines. LOL.

Do you even know how to do the laundry?
Yes.

What’s the worst way to die?
Being hit by a car or truck.

Who’s the biggest man whore(s) you know?
HAHAHAHAHA!!! Too many to mention.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
About 28 or 29.

Are you keeping a secret right now?
Yes.

Are you comfortable with your height?
I love my height. Pretty much defines who I am.

Whats your favorite thing to eat?
I LOVE BROCCOLI!

Last text received?
"Happy Mother's Day to your Mom! :)" --From everybody. LOL.

Are you easily amused?
Basically! LOL I laugh easily.

Do you speak more than 6 languages?
No. Me not Jose Rizal.

Do you watch MTV anymore?
Nah.

Do you sleep with a fan on?
Nah. Just the aircon.

Do you find piercing attractive?
No.

Would you rather get pregnant at too young an age or never be able to?
RATHER NEVER BE ABLE TO.

Plans for Saturday?

Haven't made one yet.

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
Loud as fuck!

Are any of your friends virgins?
Yes. No need to elaborate.

Would you ever try being a vegetarian?
Tried but I failed. LOL.

Do you announce it when you have to pee?
Yes. AND ALSO WHEN I NEED TO TAKE A SHIT.

Who do you sit next to in 3rd period?
I don't know actually. LOL.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yeah, sure.

Who last called you?
Uhhh.

Is there someone you can trust 100%?
Yes.

Do you miss anyone?
Yes. A few people.

What did you do last weekend?
EAT EAT AND EAT.

Do you believe in God?
Yes.

Who was your best friend this time last year?
NONE.

Who is the last person you missed a call from?
From the bitch.

Would you get married if you could right now?
HELL NO.

How is life going for you right now?
TOO FUCKING SLOW.

Are you growing apart from someone?
A little. I don't wanna talk about it.

Does the song you’re listening to remind you of anyone?
No, not really. I just discovered it today.

How is the weather today?

Clouddyyyyyyyy.

Will you be in a relationship next month?
No.

Looking back in time did you ever waste your time on a certain boy or girl?
YES.

Don’t you just love hoodies?
I do. I do. I do.

Do you know anyone with the same shirt you are currently wearing?
Not that I know of.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Everyone gets what they deserve in the long run.

Can a boy and girl be friends without having feelings for each other?
Yes. Not unless a girl falls in love easily with every guy she's been hanging out with. FAIL.

What did you last laugh at?
How I farted so loud that my Dad became pissed.

Do you miss the way things used to be?
Sometimes.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
Texted no one.

Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do with both?
Nope. I don't have that kind of talent.

31 x 3 = 93

1. Three names you go by.

• Camille
• Cams
• Chesca

2. Three facts about yourself.

• I love to read books.
• High heels is my favorite kind of shoes.
• Ruby is my birth stone.

3. Three things that happened today.

• Had a class at JRP.
• Took an afternoon nap.
• Washed the dishes.

4. Three favorite songs right now.

• Gone by Nelly Featuring Kelly Rowland.
• Please don't go by Mike Posner.
• Down on me by Jeremih Featuring 50 Cent

5. Three breakfast foods you enjoy.

• Bacon and Eggs.
• Oatmeal.
• Cereals.

6. Three things on your current to-do list.

• Clean my bedroom. War-like bedroom to be exact.
• Improve myself.
• Prove the world that I have something great to offer.

7. Three colors you like.

• Red
• Purple
• White.

8. Three words you think others would use to describe you.

• Hyper.
• Friendly.
• Weird. LOL.

9. Three objects you can’t be without.

• iPod.
• Phone.
• Bag.

10. Three ways to win your heart.

• Efforts.
• Gentleman.
• Commitment.

11. Three favorite movies.

• Love and other drugs.
• Ever After.
• Thor.

12. Three appetizers you enjoy.

• Garlic Bread.
• Bruschetta.
• Nachos.

13. Three places you’ve lived.

• Riyadh, Saudi Arabia.
• Cavite, Philippines.
• N/A

14. Three important people in your life.

• Mom
• Dad
• Brothers. (so, that's four people. Haha!)

15. Three things you want to say to three different people.

• Even though I'm such a brat, failing subjects, being lazy at times. I still strive my best to prove to you that this me, is not the real me. Misery ate me and now, I'm getting back on my feet and start to forget all the pain that I've felt and start to make you proud.
• I miss all the crazy things we are doing, the fun, the laughter, the chats. I can't wait for next term to see you girls again!
• Yes, you. I just want to tell you that you're my inspiration right now. Everything that I am doing is practically you, inspiring me. I know we haven't seen each other for more than a year now, but thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to believe in myself again. I thought you should know that.

16. Three things that made you happy today.

• My brother, Kevin drove me to Alabang today.
• Dad served a great meal.
• Wella and Bianca texted me today.

17. Three things you want to do before you die.

• Watch a Lakers game LIVE!
• Build a Cupcake Bakery.
• Buy myself a Lamborghini.

18. Three favorite TV shows.

• Masterchef.
• How I Met Your Mother.
• America's Next Top Model.

19. Three home-cooked meals you enjoy.

• Mom's Adobong Pusit.
• Dad's Spareribs.
• Nilagang Baka.

20. Three things the world would be better without.

• Hate.
• Racism.
• Pride.

21. Three of your guilty pleasures.

• Heels.
• Cupcakes.
• House blend Teas.

22. Three things you are afraid of.

• Rejection.
• Left Alone.
• Knowing the Future.

23. Three places you want to visit.

• California.
• New York.
• Paris, France.

24. Three things you do before you go to bed.

• Shower.
• Brush my teeth.
• Comb my hair.

25. Three favorite books.

• The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
• The Secret by Rhonda Bryne
• Greek Mythology

26. Three types of deserts you enjoy.

• There are no deserts here in the Philippines.

27. Three crazy things you wouldn’t mind doing.

• Laughing out loud.
• High five strangers wearing the same color of my shirt.
• Being myself around people.

28. Three things you like about yourself.

• I have the talent to make people smile.
• I have a loving family.
• A real, honest person.

29. Three things that you look for in a partner.

• Spontaneous.
• Honesty.
• Faithfulness. (Good looks are also one of the things.)

30. Three life lessons you’ve learned so far.

• Boys who play are really not worth the time and effort.
• Never let the hate and the insults thrown at you sink in.
• Be yourself. Smile.

31. Three ways you bid farewell.

• Ciao
• Bye
• Paalam/Sige